"Feminine" 52/13 (by Jeanique)
I’m not happy with this. 
Funny thing is. When I came up with this theme I had a picture in mind. Bold, Sexy, Naked, Powerful, yet Soft and warm. Proud to show my curves. 
But while shooting, with pretty make-up and everything I turned out not to be this bold but more important, confident. I just couldn’t find the right pose, angle, the powerful look in my eyes, I felt naked, ‘cause I was. And it’s not that I’m ashamed of my body, it’s just not the body I want, like. 
So here is me, trying feminine, not bold, more like fragile, but yet, I think it’s soft. But scared. And I didn’t want scared, at all. So. Yes. Well. Lets save this for another time shall we? 

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"Feminine" 52/13 (by Jeanique)

I’m not happy with this. 

Funny thing is. When I came up with this theme I had a picture in mind. Bold, Sexy, Naked, Powerful, yet Soft and warm. Proud to show my curves. 

But while shooting, with pretty make-up and everything I turned out not to be this bold but more important, confident. I just couldn’t find the right pose, angle, the powerful look in my eyes, I felt naked, ‘cause I was. And it’s not that I’m ashamed of my body, it’s just not the body I want, like. 

So here is me, trying feminine, not bold, more like fragile, but yet, I think it’s soft. But scared. And I didn’t want scared, at all. So. Yes. Well. Lets save this for another time shall we? 

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— 2 years ago